Realizing

I just watched an amazing movie! It feels like I have to write this post! I can't stop thinking about it, even though I'm supposed to study for my mid-term.

I always complain about my school. I complain about everything! The teachers. The lessons. The extracurricular. Everything! The teachers there always push the students too hard. They never care if we're tired or we have lessons after school. We always finish school around 3.00 P.M., sometimes 4. They care about the reputation of the school so much, they never pay attention to what we want. We like to have a day off like other schools. We like to go home not too late. We want to enjoy our school life! We don't want to stress anything out.

Even so... I just realized this. Do I want to change it? Do I want a normal school life with no suffering? Do I want to be dull? In the movie, a person asked..."Do you find yourself being dragged into troubles fun?" He could have a peaceful life, but instead he chose his original life. Now I ask this to myself, "Do I find living a torturous school life fun?" I hated it. I really do, but... I don't want to give it up!

When I finish this school. I'll say, "Time flies so fast." I'll remember my suffering and think of it as an important memory. Maybe I'll thank my teachers someday, but now... I think I'm living a good life.